Monday, September 22, 2008
scary year
i always hear that junior year is the hardest year.i get that statement into my mind and i think that i am going to do great. but i start procrastinating, i tell myself that i can do bad on test in the beginning of the year because i will fix myself and do better towards the end. this is wrong i end up freaking out and getting the deep disgust that i could have done better. i hate that feeling. i want to change and i say i am going to study hard and work hard, but i get home and sit down which is a big mistake. i want to go to a good college and set up a good life for myself but at times i just tell myself that i am screwing up. i look at students that get really good test grades and work hard and to tell you the truth i am jealous of these people more then anyone else. but at the same time i am killing myself inside because i know i can be one of those "good" students i am just no doing as good as i truly could. i get good grades but i just dont think it is enough. i feel like this problem happens to alot of students, and i think most of them care.
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Bri, get on that act and those extracurriculars. You are my hero, New Trier Football freakin rocks!
NEW TRIER FOOTBALL RULES
Your post are breathtaking, you have reinvented yourself as a writer and a football player. I can't wait to read your essay. You are a modern day Chris McCandless, fly away free Brian. If you respect yourslef----people will always respect you.
NEW TRIER FOOTBALL RULES!
With warm reguards-Padfoot :)
Brian,
In response to the long text message you sent me and then the phone convo w had, No it may be impossible to find the true meaning of love. Get back on the saddle, put on some suntan lotion, and embark on this tale as if it were no ones buisness. Your heart is stronger than an army of Paul Rabil/Chuch Norris's. If you sing to the birds and the huckabees I promise they will sing back to you.
P.S. It may be a tad nippy these next couple of weeks, consider wearing a neck warmer and a wool sweater to book club next tuesday morning. remember, its your job to bring the fresh honey do.
Stay gold pony boy, stay gold
no
But on a more serious note....
Brihno, keep doing what your doing. Junior year is no piece of cake, it drove my older sister Melissa wild! Its a hard year and we are all struggling, it seems like every class is significantly harder than it was sophomore year. So take a deep breath and chill. Besides, you take play football, for NEW TRIER. You need to find the perfect routine that will help you balance sports, extracurriculars, school, and friends/Brian time. I know next friday night I am hosting an America's Next Top Model/Project Runway/One Tree Hill marathon, you should come. Cool
Ya I know exactly what you mean when you say that you don't think that you are doing as well as you possibly could. I constantly second guess myself and my study habits, and I never feel completely prepared for a test. The important thing though is that you don't get too stressed out. Of course junior year grades are important in order to get into a good college, but no matter where you go chances are you can get a great education. Also, you have a ton of extracurriculars so you will get into a good college, im sure of it.
Peace Out
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